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Saura:
If eyes were truly the windows of the soul, Saura’s stained glass orbs would show the deepest gratitude for the one who’d healed her daughter. She’d reposition Saffie to lay flat on her back and shift her own shapely form to the side of her little angel. Slender sun-kissed digits slide gently across the fine fabric of her crimson colored sari so that none of the deep ruby stain was left upon them, their cleanliness permitting her to gingerly sweep the hair off of Saffie’s face and leave a delicate kiss upon her forehead. Elegantly accented tones sound in reply to Shade’s inquiry: “She’s Perfect.” Her response carried a deep sincerity and although it fit within the contest of the question, it was more a declaration of a mother’s love than an answer.
The weight of heavy footsteps jars her out of that one perfect moment; a moment where she felt nothing but wonder at the deepest love she’d ever felt for her daughter. Mystic topaz hues shift to, but delay for a moment in conveying the bloody image of her husband into her consciousness, perhaps out of shock or even mercy-it was hard to tell which for as soon as gravity hit, a fractured sob gutturally breaks away from her.
Both hands bolster on either side of her, fighting to steady herself, struggling to retain what little hope she had for his report. It looked abysmal. Because of the whole state of his clothing, she knew that he was not wounded himself but the fact that he was covered in blood told her more than he ever could as to the state of their sons. During the painfully silent moments as he moved to take his place at the window, she prayed more fiercely than she ever had before-baring her soul in supplication to heaven-bargaining, pleading… Until the familiar timbre of her husband’s voice yanks her into reality, every word a devastating blow, until there was a numbing silence. Saura had two choices: 1. Retaliatory hate. Damage. Destruction. or 2. Hope. Revival. Healing. Either one led down a path that would change them forever.
Stained glass orbs fall upon her husband conveying a steadfast decision. Rising to her feet she moved toward him- a bronzed had reaching for his side to turn him toward her. As they would lock eyes, her’s would convey the radiant light of unconditional love; her hands reaching to firmly rest on either side of his head. Her words strong and unfractured: “Listen to me. There is always hope. Without hope I would have died long ago. It was hope that freed me from bondage. It was hope that led me to you. I have always heeded the Dark Lord-always taken his word for fact, but this time he’s wrong.”
Leonidas:
Leonidas felt the weight of the world begin to pressing upon his chest. His breathing would become labored as he drew nearer to the end of all he had to relay. As he stood there, head bowed, he prayed for a release. The numbness had taken its full hold to the point that even the sight of his own blood seemed entirely foreign.
The sound of his wife’s footsteps drawing near was nearly drowned out by the memories. He could still hear Darren's last gasping breaths, Leonidas as he drove the sword within his brothers chest, Saffron as she cried over her brother's limp body, but the final tear upon him would be the sound of his wife as she heard what had befallen their family. He wanted to throw his head back. To scream to the heavens and had she not touched him when she did the nightmare would have certainly thrust him through the window. Deftly he obeyed her unspoken desire and turned toward her. Leonidas had visibly aged years in the short time between the last she had spoken to him and now. His eyes held the hollow numbing of his soul showing clearly just how lost he was.
As she cupped his face he fought through the fog of despair to comprehend her words. His hands would lift wanting with all that he was to touch her. To find redemption from the wrong he had done to her. "I failed you." Leonidas's voice cracked as his hands fell away not allowing himself comfort. What comfort did his sons have? How could he accept more then what they now received? Tortured he pulled from her his fists balling up to draw back only to be thrust against the unyielding stones. "I failed our family." Over and over he delivered blows to the wall. "I failed our sons!" Blood began to spray in sheets as the flesh ripped away reveling the bone beneath.
Saura:
As she beheld the very spirit of her husband wasting away, tormented within him-she couldn’t help but furrow her dark brows. Leo was the strongest man she’d ever known and now he was splintering right in front of her. Her heart sank as the three words she never imagined he’d say to her fall from his lips. She wouldn’t retreat as his disparaging ire manifested itself as he thrust his fists upon the stone repeatedly, tearing flesh from bone-splattering blood upon the walls of Shade’s chamber. Not missing a beat she would swiftly remove the fabric of her sari, leaving the cropped under-blouse and long skirt upon her shapely form. If she could slide in between the beats of his violent thrusts, she’d use the weight of his forceful fists to rapidly wrap his fists in the silken fabric-creating a sort of bandaged bonds so that he could no longer cause himself harm. If she was successful she’d pull his hands trapped within the silk to her to focus his attention.
Leonidas:
A type of bloody blackness surrounded him as he began thrusting his tightened fists against the walls. Leonidas could not even feel the blows which only proved to fan the flames. He began to throw his weight into the punches in a vein attempt. It was only the feel of his wife’s efforts that caused him to draw back one fist at the ready even as the other was encased. Any other who may have viewed the scene would have questioned the man's intent as he froze in place. Should the blow have been delivered it would have certainly knocked the woman out.
Leonidas had never once raised his hand to Saura or any of his children and this would be no acception. The fist was held in place not in preparation but in protection. He still held enough control over his sanity that he would not and could not allow it to fall. Silently he stood statue still as she wrapped the second fist pulling them toward her for his attention. Leonidas buckled at the knees falling hard onto the uncaring floor.
His head again bowed keeping his eyes from her as he could not look upon her face for the shame was too great. His hands would remain raised hovering before Saura as she guided them leaving the General to look like a man deep in supplication. A broken man begging for redemption.
Saura:
Her heart ripped apart at the sight of her beloved husband kneeling before her, head bowed-clearly unable to bring himself to look into her eyes. This was the man that fought for her love, the man who made her forget the horror of her past and gave her a future- gave her three beautiful children and years of unfaltering passion.
Bringing herself to kneel in front of him, with one hand, she’d cradle his strong yet broken hands to her chest and with the other she cradled the back of his head in an attempt to bring their foreheads together. She needed some kind of connection if he wouldn’t look at her-some sort of contact. If he’d let her she’d whisper in a soft yet steadfast tone-“This is NOT your fault.” Certain that he would not open himself to accept that she’d repeat “ This is NOT your fault.” Once more she’d stress it, hoping that he’d bring himself to hear it. “This is NOT your fault.”
Sweeping her head to touch her cheek to his, she’d speak-lips to lobe “Leonidas. Look at the bed.” She’d wait till she felt him respond and if he did not, she would continue anyway. “That is your daughter. The perfect daughter you gave me and she is as safe and whole as the day she came to us. She needs you. You are everything in the weight of her world. She is a perfect copy of you and I thank heaven everyday for that. For her sake if not for mine-please pull it together and believe that there is always hope.” Knowing the very soul of her husband, she knew he must feel useful in that moment in order to pull through. So she’d make one request and hoped it would shine at least a glimmer of light into this darkness. “Take us home.”
Leonidas:
He felt his hands pulled against her chest. Felt her kneel before him. Felt her loving hand coax his head to lower toward her own where flesh met flesh. Her words began to worm their way into his conscious mind tearing down the walls brick by brick. As she spoke beseeching him to hear her the emotional damn ruptured. Leonidas wept. His shoulders would shake, his mouth would open allowing the heart ache to be released, and the tears would flow. It was only by her strength that he remained upright rather then slumping against her in his grief. At her request his head would turn looking upon the bed where their daughter now lay.
As she continued he knew her words to be true. Somewhere deep within he had to find hope and it was the spark struck by his wife’s touch and the sight their daughter that would again ignite his will. Closing his eyes Leonidas would swallow hard against the lump that had risen within his throat. His head would turn his lips tentatively reaching for hers. He would then take a deep breath and slowly begin to stand.
Gently Leonidas would unwrap his hands from the fabrics freeing them as he turned toward the bed. Long strides would carry him there where he would lift their daughter much as he had their eldest son cradling her close to his chest. His gaze would then turn back to his wife making sure that she would be at his side.
Giving a nod to Shade as words were still impossible to form Leonidas would make his way back to the door. Nudging it with his shoulder he would push it back open then make his way the short distance to their family's private chambers.
Saura:
Silent breath releases in what relief could be felt as her husband found way to an emotional release. Returning his kiss, this one was different from all others they’d shared the beautiful gesture solidified that she’d gotten through. Thanking heaven with sweet prayers, her heart fills with a trace amount of the hope she’d pleaded with him to embrace. Saura would gently take the fabric from him her eyes pillars of strength and light. While he lifted Saffron into his embrace, Saura looked to Shade deeply expressive orbs convey an apology for what had just taken place in his presence, but making sure it lasted only a moment so that her husband would not see.
At the first possible opportunity she would make sure his chamber was cleaned from top to bottom but for now, her family was top priority. Shade was clearly sent from Heaven to her family and later she would be sure that he knew he was appreciated. Mystic topaz spheres connect with her husband as he turns to move toward their chambers taking her place at his side. Taking the short walk to their chambers Saura opened the door so that Leo could freely move through and would wait until he travelled a good ways into the room before she closed the door. Moving deeper into their chambers, she would retrieve a blanket to cover her daughter as soon as he would lay her down upon their bed.
Leonidas:
Leonidas would walk through the sitting room, down the hall, and into Saffron’s room. He took great care in keeping his eyes away from the closed doors of his son’s rooms. There would be time for that later for now it would be vital to nurture the seed of strength firmly planted by his wife and daughter. Tenderly he would lay her on her bed carefully to not jar her more then absolutely necessary. She needed her rest now more then ever. Leonidas would then watch as his wife tucked her in then led the way out of the room back down the hall toward their own.
Once inside he would turn back toward her opening his arms to enfold her tightly against him. “Forgive me for my selfishness.” His lips would whisper against her ear. “This pain is not mine alone it belongs to each of us. Please Saura,” Leonidas would pause one hand stroking her hair, “let me be your comfort.”